Not feeling it today. Trying to put on a happy face. Friday my car had a hiccup! All of a sudden the horn wouldn’t stop blowing. And I needed to go to the bank and get some money! So I went, parked it, acted like that wasn’t my car, got my money. Then I went to Pep Boys. I figured they would have to help me, otherwise my beeping car would annoy all the customers away! It worked. One of the bright mechanics pulled my horn relay out. Phew! Quiet. Instant quiet.
All of this was so i could go to an art fair where there were no sales. For practically anybody. Even with all the advertising the promoter did, it’s a first time show, and very people showed up. 1st time shows are always a gamble. I knew this going in.
Ok, so how to put on my happy face and just do it! 1) Carole King: “Jaaaazzman, Jaaaazzman, take my blues away, make my day the same as yours with every change you play.” OOOOOOOhhhhh, AAAAAaaahh, yeeeeeeeaaaaahhhhh. 2) Dance. Every excess pound needs to be in motion! Swaying, stamping my feet, punching my fists in the air. Every frustration pushed out!
And a plan in case there are no sales. Instead of buying the brownie which I surely don’t need, I’ll buy the hydrangea plant from the plant lady. Which reminds me of my Dad, cause that was his favorite flower. The only emotional purchase worth making there.
And my car is gonna make it! No more histrionics. I’m affirming this, with all my heart.